I wanna be okay without you.

I thought everything would be okay, I thought acting happy would make it all go away..

Once again, you lie, you let me down, you prove to me I’m not good enough..

I don’t know what to feel inside.. I’m sad but I can’t cry, why can’t I cry?

I want these emotions to stop eating me alive.. I can’t breathe and everything is falling, I need hope.. please.. give me hope he’ll change.. but this is who he is..